10.26.11 -Being Thankful

After a long stress filled day. I end my day with a prayer. I thank God for all that He has done and what he’s going to do in my life. I may not have had the most perfect day or it may not have turned out the way I wanted it to but it surely did end with a positive note. I’ve learned from many of my past experiences to Thank God through everything because every problem is building my character. I’ve expressed my feelings to my Lord and I know that He’s taking care of my problems for me. I look up and sigh of relief because I know that I shouldn’t worry over something that will pass. I let my tears flow and begin to let God heal my brokenness. The feeling of the overbearing, my limit point, something I can’t explain. I feel so stuck from all this crazy madness that I’m feeling and feel as though it’s not worth it anymore. Sometimes, it just doesn’t seem worth it. I’m in desperate need of this connection. I can’t take much more. But even if I feel the way I feel, I know for sure that He will rescue me at the end of the day so I look up and thank him for the great things He’s done because His good outweighs the bad.